I’m afraid, but I’m hopeful.

I guess I will have to let this ride on and see where it takes me. It’s hard opening up to people that aren’t my sisters or Michael. I kind of miss having him as a friend, but oh well, nothing I can do there.

I can’t hold myself back in hopes that I will get a response, I can’t wait either. I’m just going to have to do what I feel and hope I’m not being an idiot. It’s crazy how much is changing so fast. People are going and new ones are coming. It makes me wonder what else will appear before me and if so, will it have any kind of impact? Will I notice it when it shows up? These are the thoughts I have. These are the thoughts that keep me up at night.

I’m afraid I will fall back into a bad place, the feelings come creeping back and I’m doing my best to just ignore it. But I’m staying hopeful because I was told that as long as you’re willing, you’re trying.

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It’s all gonna come out eventually…so I’d like to know now. That way I can decide if I want to deal with it or not. Carrie Bradshaw (via whatwouldcarriesay)

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I want to spend October with you, because it’s
my favorite month and happens during my
favorite season. I wish we could aimlessly
walk around a forest and with each leaf that
falls from the branches above, we fall a little
more for each other too. While hand in hand
we can crave the smell of warm coffee and
cinnamon muffins on a chilly morning, we
could feel the autumn breeze brush against
our skin and the goose bumps we get, we
won’t be able to tell if it’s from touching each
other’s skin or from the wind being too cool.
When we lay in bed you’d have the hardest
time moving an inch away from me, because
I’d want to be skin to skin every minute.
These lonely summer nights without you make
me crave the fall, and crave the season of
death in the hopes that maybe this loneliness
would die too, and you’d appear by my side.
I can’t tell if I love the night too dearly, or
hate it too passionately. I think I’d adore
it if I got to sleep next to you every evening,
and I think that I’d enjoy the sunset more
watching it hit your face than actually
seeing it say goodnight. I just crave to
spend time with you, I do. i.c. // October  (via )

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If we’re dating, you can have your freedom… You’re not my prisoner. Just stay loyal and be honest. That’s all I ask.

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It’s nice when someone tries to cheer you up, rather than apologize. It’s a sign that you care. Build people up all the time. Leave people in a better condition than you found them in.

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I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes. Ferdinand de Saussure (via wordsnquotes)

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*tries to murder myself using only memories of things i’ve done in the past*

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👻🎃👻🎃 #bakedgoodies #halloweenie #whoopwhoop

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Made a batch of Halloween cupcakes today all made from scratch. (Including the frosting.) I couldn’t wait till Sunday. 😁 #yayforoctober #halloweenie #bakedgoodies